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#1) Signed, Sealed, DNR'd
08 Apr 2020
TBH, this pretty much reflects my entire attitude at the moment towards the world, life and all other humans.
#2) That Not Good Night
09 Aug 2020
A recent lying awake thought. Better to die peacefully in your sleep - but get cheated out of the final experience? Or die in absolute conscious agony - and get your money's worth on the way out?
#3) Random Thoughts
30 Dec 2020
I often apologize for being wrong or awkward. Lately I've been contemplating swimming the Atlantic - with a rock tied around my neck. It may prove how very motivated I am right now to make it to the other side.
#4) Hell, On Wheels
01 Jan 2021
This is the hell that never ends. It just goes on and on, my friends. Some mouses - started running it not knowing what it was. But we'll continue running it - forever, just because ...
#5) Bedtime Stories
24 Mar 2021
On Sunday, I lost my last great-aunt ... and my last living connection to a world long since forgotten. No advancements in technology can preserve our stories - if nobody is around that remembers them.
#6) Prisoner of Reality
29 Mar 2021
Once upon a time, I was not so dark and pessimistic. The world was an amazing wonder. Every sunrise was an ode to joy. And I saw each day as a glass half-full of chocolate milk possibilities. Then I turned five.
#7) Three's Enough
07 Apr 2021
Two cats. A dog. Work. My existence. Not half-full. Nor half-empty. Just. Shattered. Glass. To tread over. And over. And over again. Smearing bloody breadcrumbs. Of torture. Of misery. But the only sign. I was here.
#8) A Dog's Life
12 Apr 2021
My niece pushes her tiny dog around in a stroller. But to clarify. She does not keep any humans on a leash. That I know of. Well. I guess it explains the chokers. And purple and silver hair. Nope. Not going there.
#9) Adriftence
14 Apr 2021
I am feeling the stress of a Universe pushing me to the edge of what I can endure. And I am not doing well. I would pay any price - to find myself in a reality where I was not simply an object of amusement.
#10) Satan's Inn
15 Apr 2021
My life's regret? Not taking advantage of those rites of passage that would have afforded the opportunity to kill as many brain cells as possible. Because I'd certainly be in a much happier place now.
#11) The Age of Regret
22 Apr 2021
If I could live my life over again? I wouldn't.
#12) Slightly Amiss
09 May 2021
To clarify. Not recently. But I've had "those" thoughts. And known plenty of people that acted on them. The sad part is how obvious the signals usually were. But that is us. Too blind. Too busy. Or too not our problem.
#13) Problem Hoarder
10 May 2021
I lived with this person for a year. She attempted suicide while I was at work. I left. Got fired. And when I got there and reached for her ... she stabbed me. Paramedics arrived and took us both. She lived. Me? Not so much.
#14) The Road, Sat Upon
16 May 2021
(a) What is suicide? A friend at work one day. Vomited blood. Collapsed. Lived for a few weeks in hospice. Never regained consciousness. He had cancer. But refused treatment. And didn't tell anyone. Is that natural causes?
#15) Final Exam
18 May 2021
Comic from my play. Was nearby to witness the response to a school shooting. Then learned. A victim? Neighbor. The gunman? Friend to a family member. There when it happened. Society never demands answers when it's culpable. Only "closure".
#16) More Wyrd Sprites
20 May 2021
Age 17. One choice? A chain-reaction of disasters. That I am still paying for. And probably will as long as I draw breath. Change it? For better or worse, I do not know. It's not about her. But it's made all the difference.
#17) Wistful Gifting
22 May 2021
Seems as good of a wish as any for today. Provided I can find that many candles.
#18) Work/Life "Balance"
26 May 2021
I've been working 14+ hour days, including weekends, the last 5 months. Another reorg. More expectations. Unrealistic deadlines. Yay! The transition to the post-Covid world. Out there is a straw ... with my name on it.
#19) Going Home
03 Jun 2021
First. I clearly missed my calling - inspirational artwork. Second. I know the difference between a "drinky" cow and a "nummy" cow. Sadly, the test audience (my dog) didn't. So. Artistic license. For the sake of "humor".
#20) Abject Permanence
25 Jun 2021
I thought I had completed this phase of development back in my 20s. But. Apparently. You can regress. Maybe we can develop a cure. Or vaccine. Because. Life is so much easier without the burden of "living".
