I may as well experiment with format for a few last unwanted final thoughts. It's almost as if I am nothing to lose. Hmm. I guess that's exactly what I was, am and will be. Never has someone more been ever so ... less.

My choice? I would jump in the ocean. With someone special. To change the world. Or drown trying. But alas - 'tis not. I don't keep acquaintances. Or have casual friends. A rose by any other name ... would die just the same.